A Poem For My Girls

4 Apr

My Mummy is Mad
She has funny turns
she practices being calm
and sometimes she learns

She has some Bipolar - 
but not like the bear
she dyes things bright colours
even her hair

On good days she’s happy
she dances and sings
on bad days she wears black
and even throws things

When she is happy she is lots of fun
We bounce and we make and see everyone
When she is sad I do get quite bored
I try to excite her but she won’t be lured

She sits on the sofa
and cries for no reason
when I ask why
she says it’s the season

she hates the rain and the cold that we get
she craves the sunshine and can only fret
But up days are full of colour and joy
anything can be made into a toy

so my mummy is mad
she has too many moods
it is even aggravated by normal things like foods

I worry the most when she says she can’t cope
but daddy says relax she’s just being a dope
My mummy’s unusual with this strange disease
But my mummy does love me and tries hard to please.

Mummy doesn’t always get it right
And lots of times it ends in a fight
But she won’t give in to the mean reds or moody blues
She’ll dye her hair orange and wear flowery shoes

She’ll sing me to sleep
and say sorry – a lot
And when she is better
This will all be forgot!!

Time to move on

25 Jan

Hi all, due to the massive changes in our lifestyle, my retraining as an illustrator, we need to downsize from our lovely home. We love living in Walsden, but as I said this was an all or nothing commitment and big changes have to happen. So…. if anyone knows anyone looking for a lovely 4 bed property, 15 mins from the M60, village rail link to Leeds and Manchester, gorgeous semi rural waterfall adjacent location, Imageshared ownership of local wood and excellent walks and pubs on the doorstep…… then please pass on this link http://www.jgreenwoodproperties.co.uk/properties.php?action=view_property&PID=170

delays and pauses

6 Jan

I am afraid the course has been out on hold for a few months while we attempt to downshift and change our lifestyle to allow for the financial implications of me finding my inner book illustrator/ author. Chaotic few months with no where near enough time for sketching and painting, but I have managed some serious colouring in with Scarlett and Bea who are both becoming amazing little artists, so I can’t feel too disappointed. 

I am still looking into potential ways to move things forward and while I cannot commit to doing the degree course until we have moved and got on a sounder footing I have found an interesting short course which runs online – this company offer a wide range of interesting writing courses and have also worked on some picture books - http://www.writersworkshop.co.uk/blog/happy-new-year/

Well, off to sleep or at least lie flat while the mind tick tock whirrrrrrs away into the wee small hours. Hope you are all having a productive New Year x x x

Tutor Talk and new inspirations

13 Aug

Hi,

I spoke to my Tutor Liz Douglas today and she seems very supportive and understanding. She does fantastic work around science, nature and the environment. Apparently, tutors are more about motivation and construction than criticism these days, which is reassuring as I am very nervous about getting some feedback on my first creative endeavours for twenty years. Fantastic advice about just trying things and not getting hung up on results, find things you like in others work and have a go at recreating the effects in your own way. Off on our holidays tomorrow, a quick visit to the New Forrest to meet the gorgeous new niece Hannah Davis, then over to the Brecon Beacons for a week of exploring before the Green Man Festival begins in earnest on Friday. Taking Pencils and water colours but may end up working in mud! Hope we can remember how the tent goes up and that it isn’t as chilly as May. Expect many new colourful photos upon our return. Have a good week!

Assignment One – A still life

11 Aug

I have begun my first assignment, after days of debating on what subject to choose (Scarlett was keen to sit, but only until Tom and Jerry ended). I scoured the house, sketched in the garden – too many midges and rainy days, and decided on the everyday. Something that just sits there on the window sill. Bea had been playing with the matryoshka dolls on top of the toy piano, and had left then unaligned and chatting while looking at the woods. She also left the little wooden hippo walking past the piano for additional interest in a way that gave the composition a bit more balance and interest. It appealed to me because of the everydayness of it and the beautiful bright colours and solid shapes which I enjoy painting. I sketched it a couple of times and move my eye line a little to give a seated direct view which filled the background with trees. This gave a good side light from the bay window. I then did some colour tests which were straightforward other than a deep purple for the matryoshka. I mixed cadmium Red and Prussian Blue and expected a nice cool purple, but no it was a warmish brown. I added rose ultramarine and a little Alizarin Crimson in the end to get a shade which worked for the light violet highlights and deep purple shadows.

Last night I painted in some medium grounds for the Piano – Cadmium Red Medium and Turpentine, for the trees Viridian and Sap Green and Turpentine and for the Hippo Burnt Umber and Turpentine.

This morning I began painting in some leaf shapes with a slight richer mixture of Viridians, sap greens and some yellow ochre. I then used the Burnt umbre was that I had used for the hippo to sketch in some light partially hidden branches and twigs. I let this dry a little and worked in some thicker leaves in a range of greens and yellows. I painted a grey/ Zinc White panel for the window frame, and a lighter white/ grey panel for the outer frame. A mixture of the greens, browns and mainly white for the curtain. I kept this thick and solid to give strong shapes and flow as they are heavy slightly satin curtains. The dolls were the most difficult items as the have lots of shape, shadow and pattern. I was tempted to simplify them to represent the shape without pattern, but felt this would lose the meaning of the painting – i.e. the two dolls looking out and chatting after being left on the sill. I am not sure I have achieved the finish I hoped for but they have some pattern, some shape and some life. I may rework them in a couple of days when they are dryer and I can reshape some of the shadows. I mistakenly thought the plain shiny piano would be easy, but the curves and highlights were more difficult to express than I imagined. I am happy that it looks solid and shiny, but again I need to rework some shadows to correct shape errors. The hippo is my favourite section, as the plain brown wood and squarish carving is perfect for oils painted in thick bands. I’ll leave it tonight and look at it again fresh tomorrow, as painting with the windows shut due to rain has left me solvented!

Project – Working On Different Coloured Grounds

10 Aug

Set up a sketched a still life with some unpatterned objects. Need a stronger light source as the room I work in has too much encompassing not directional light to give strong shadows. Attempted to block some of the windows, but will need to look at a better solution in the long-term. Perhaps a dark throws for the roof light and one side of windows, with a spot light. Will work in a different location for first assignment, until I find a better solution. Sketches produce some satisfactory shapes and shadows. Sketched the teapot, jug and lemon with a brush and a medium payne’s grey on white. Painted the teapot, jugs and then plate and finally lemon and some minimal background detail. The solidity works on some areas though there is some inaccuracy in shape. The plate is the least successful area as it seems to be convex not concave – I have painted the outer edge too dark. All objects need more shadow as they appear to float.

Sketched the arrangement for the dark ground study, I used more fruit, a mango, lemon and banana, and tried a translucent white wine. I began with the wine bottle, but struggled immediately as I used a colour which was too pale and opaque to describe the delicacy of glass. Painting in too much highlight made the bottle look opaque. I will try much more liquid colour and more delicate highlight lines when attempting glass again. I like the process of using the base to describe the object and just adding the highlights. The fruit was much more successful, I especially like the effect of the angular banana shape in simple tone pieces, against the more gradual rounded lemon. I struggled to portray the cloth without distracting from the items on the table and so added some paynes grey to give the cloth shadows a different colour in places. I like the effect this gives - focusing the eye on the fruit. Good strong shapes, though still somewhat angular – not quite impressionism but the large thick strokes and narrow pallet give the painting a look which appeals to me. The light ground painting requires more shading details to match the life of the dark ground.

I am not sure if it is just that I feel more free when painting on the dark grounds, as it is a newer experience, but the paintings seem more interesting and full of movement and life. In contrast the light grounds seem flat and controlled, which makes me dissatisfied in their execution, as if the shapes and texture need to be more perfect, to reflect real life more accurately – more photographic. While the dark grounds feel more like an interpretation/ impression which leaves room for imagination and inaccuracy.

Exercise 7 -Monochrome Studies

10 Aug

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sketched various tree shapes from local woods. Difficult to settle on something that will work for this exercise as you need a simpler form and view of sky. Settled on a sketch from an old winter photography of the woods on a grey snowy day. Prepared a light and dark ground with a home mixed grey as I haven’t any Payne’s Grey. Bit too blue but should still work for the exercise. Sketched the tree shapes on both supports – Oil boards. difficult to keep and exact copy in shape and scale but reasonably close. Painted a thicker mix of the dark ground onto the tree and branches. The turpentine give a smooth opaque mix, which dries in an interesting mat flatness which gives the tree a solid dark shadow look. Thinned the mix and added some lighter branch shapes, but maintained the simplicity of the overall painting.

Using a thicker mix of the light grounds painted the negative shapes created by the tree and branches. Much harder to see and paint carefully. Made some errors painting areas which should have been left. Shape looks different from the first and small branches are impossible to represent. Mixed some darker colour, not quite as dark as the trunk colour, corrected some errors by shading. Also painted wet in wet into the light negative shapes to give solidity to the tree and delicate branches. A more complex and very different result.

Will review both and look at uses in a later blog.

Project Transparent and Opaque

10 Aug

Exercise 4 – Tonally Graded Wash (light oil wash on paper)

Cadmium Red Medium mixed with Turpentine to create an increasing light wash, along a length of paper. The texture of the brushes makes a big difference to the fluidity of tone – hog not much good, but I havent a wide enough sable. Persevered with the bristle brush as it is a nice wide flat which holds enough paint to cover a full width of paper. Using such a dilute mix of red gives a gritty, unsatisfactory finish – I will need to practice a smoother transitions between shades.

Also tried Alizarin Crimson, which is easier to shade as works more smoothly when translucent, but still needs practice for greater control.

Wet In Wet – Worked a wash of Alizarin Crimson into a wash of Cadmium Red – colours mixed well to give a new colour of tonal wash on one half of the paper with no hard defined colour change point or horizon point.

Would be interesting to use for color and tonal on a single object, showing soft shade and light meeting at  highlight. or colour changes on a transparent object – sky, sea, etc.

Overlaying washes – Alizarin crimson on to dry cadmium red wash. Gives a very different effect as you can still see the original wash through the second wash, and a more definite line where the second wash ends, Useful for horizons. translucent subjects containing other translucent - i.e. glass of wine, some reflections, voiles over sky, clearly defined shade areas.

Exercise 6 – Opaque mixing

Cadmium Red, Titanium White – attempting to recreate colours in first transparent wash. Smoother transition between rows – white helps blending – however, colours are cooler and more blue due to the white. Will try adding a medium yellow in small quantity to recreate a better colour match – success.

Cadmium Red and Alizarin Crimson, meet with White Titanium – nice smooth transition, good for solid object colour change, – difficult to use a base as very thick, oily and slow drying – would need to be careful with drying of over colours. Nice glossy finish, rather than mat transparent. Could give a solid sky and translucent wash clouds, if allowed for drying of opaque base. Tried on a large scale in emulsion on Bea’s bedroom ceiling and walls – very successful sky clouds and hills. Finished with acrylic poppies, sheep and birds, stick on glow stars and Beatrix Potter stickers – happy baby. Scarlett did some excellent colour mixing on the sun which hands and brushes.

The opaque seems more flat and less natural even though it is glossier. Like a perfect flat blue summer sky when looking straight up. However, grey days and slightly murky skies with less defined illumination look more transparent. Looking ahead rather than up gives the dark to light with background illumination effect of transparent washes.

Both have interesting but different results – perhaps opaque for heavier flat objects and skies, transparent for light or moving skies and objects.

Not sure, but looking at my favourite Hopper prints it looks like he uses a transparent wash for skies, with opaque for sea and land meeting the sky. Gives a light airy effect with a sense of distance. Wish I could examine the real thing up close and look at the textures.

Further transparent pairings – Prussian Blue and Viridian - easier to blend and shade than the reds. Prussian blue is the easiest to work with so far. Ultramarine deep and Chromium deep green, also nice transparent washes, but wet in wet the green over powers the blue, may be better to use the green on a dry blue wash. Some complimentary pairings – Azure blue and orange mixed from cadmium red and cadmium yellow – lovely browns and greens mixed in the page. Good sea and sunset?

Lots done but in short bursts

10 Aug

Hi

I have been struggling to get used to splitting my priorities. When I am with the kids I am thinking about and wanting to paint, but when I am painting I am missing the kids and feeling guilty about not nourishing their minds. I have tried do both at once, without much success – Bea ended up tipping a full container of sansodor (solvent) all over herself and scaring the life out of me. She seemed to think my oils looked more interesting the her crayolas.

We did manage to mix some art observation time together. A visit to the Tate Liverpool Gallery and Rene Magritte exhibition was good – if a little fraught. Scarlett was an angel; she asked so many intelligent and exciting questions, and did such lovely sketches that it made the lack of time to sit and ponder the works in detail worthwhile. Bea also loved the Gallery, especially Margritte’s baulastrades with eyes – very funny to a 22 month old. She was so excitied and dashed from painting to painting gabbling away to everyone. The staff did look a little nervous of her hands on approaches, but in general it was a great success – and the gift shop was fab. http://www.tate.org.uk/liverpool/exhibitions/renemagritte/default.shtm?gclid=COzOtcO2xaoCFYMPfAodoFeo0A

The course has been coming a little more slowly, and I keep missing my tutor Liz’s calls. I will try to get five minutes tomorrow afternoon to call her again and get her opinions on my progress so far. I worked all day on my first assignment, but really need to let it dry a little before reassesing and correcting. So onto the writing up of exercises and research – I’ll split it into separate blogs to make it easier to follow and digest. Though it may not make sense, as working inside with the windows closed due to rubbish weather has left me feeling a bit groggy.

 

 

 

 

Life and its challenges

3 Aug

Hello,

not enough time or energy for the course. Too many radom illnesses for me and the kids. Hoping for a burst of energy and creativity tomorrow when grandma arrives to take over nursing and referring duties. Not able to sleep so entered a ridiculous design a hotel room comp – 30 days in the Radisson Nice would go down a treat just now! http://design.radissonblu.com/en/user/Michelle/7685.html

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